COMBO BREAKER!

so it has been quite some time, and well... nothing much has changed. I find more and more stress filling my life. i think i am caring too much about everything. maybe i just need to getaway (So come, take me by the hand,Well leave this troubled land,I know we can getaway- earth wind and fire) anyways... My mind has been out of control today. I went to michelle's today. I played SPORE (a video game about species evolution), Baked a cake (yellow with cream cheese frosting), and my favorite- cleaning her kitchen! (for those who dont know, it is the worlds messiest place ever) from now on everytime i go there, i plan on cleaning something new. go me. the picture above is my rushed picture of president carter (request of #167 dad- http://griggits.blogspot.com/) well though i fell accomplished today. i actually posted. hmmm did anyone else notice that it has been getting warmer? well it is good in that my fuel doesnt gel so it dosnt feel like im driving a blender full of ice cubes. anyways, i will have more another night. 

Six Months

So, six months, half a year, and a considerabe ammount of time, it seems that after something makes this point is always lasts a long time or crashes in a giant ball of hate. Eitherway, i do believe that this could be a perment relationship and i believe she feels that same ways, so we see where this goes, asides, We have been through so much already, being stuck in vegas, having conflict with my parents,  Gaining and losing friends, and so much more. Asides all the fun relationship stuff, i feel as if i have been making this an obligation, so to relieve this from my self, I am making this a not obligaion for my self, so i dont have to freek out about posting every night. strange thing is, i keep fining myself going back to Phil Collins songs for no reason, it is more then coincidence, if i start dwelling on a song it comes up, and 70% of the time i am in the car with michelle, so yay? idk, she is always on the brain, and, sighting that, when i dont go to school, wether sick or watnot, i feel kinda guilty and selfish, but eh. OOh! so i got bored and watched frost/nixon again, yet again i still recomend it to anyone, liberal or conservative. Also, i highly suguest buying speakers and putting them behind your headboard and listening to music with the sound behind you. it gives it a bit more of a dimention. anyways, talk to ya latter.

Yet another another sunday

For some reason, i have been thinking about Nixon all day today, so i hope that goes away by tomorrow,  i hope tomorrow is also a good day. night all.

Yet Another non-cliche Holiday

today should have neen a day full of giant teady bears, lots of flowers, and pounds of chocolate, but guess what? 

NOT FOR ME! that is tight, i choose to bypass that and go for the true meaning for the holiday, which reflects being with the one i love the most. Lunch at Joe's Farm Grill, took a long drive, walmart, mall, chat. What a near perfect day!

super short post

Saw Jimmy Carter, spent time with Michelle, had Arabic food, and didn't hang with the boys

Sleep

for some reason,  I find that in the past few weeks, i have been falling asleep as soon as school is over, or sooner as i found out today, maybe i will increase my caffeine intake, that should help. Then again in the end i will probably die from all the new caffeine that is now going to go in to my body, so wish me my best.

Advise & High Crime

It seems that no one takes advise, more over mine. Is it that i can't be taken seriously? Or do people just hate me to a point where i may as well be non-existent. Earlier i told my friend shoplifting is stupid, that no matter what they hear from people, you can get caught, and it will be an expensive fine, yet to my warning, he got caught. My self: being the good friend i am picked his ass up 13 miles away. i just wish someone would take me seriously... Does the Quality of life improve as you age? 

Some one shoot me

So i do believe that i will never get in a car with my mother ever ever again. if you think Hitler was bad, you obviously don't know about my mother, most of my friends with vouch for me in this matter, and well apparently, i don't know how to go to a place she hasn't been to yet i have 20ish times, i don't know what street i am on, i don't know that stores close after 9, and i don't know how to park, use my wipers, turn my lights on, or put a seat belt on.

Another day of force fed lies

Today kinda wasn't great, church, and that was it. TOP POINT OF TODAY: spent 10ish with Michelle. she is my only sanity saver. night all

a day of her

Today was interesting, woke up at mohammed's and didnt remember too much, but neh. 

my boss was hung over so i didnt get to work today, so i substituted work for michelle and spent loads of time with her. anywas, night all

@ work

so i am posting at work, and well i love this job, michelle you almost have a run for 1st place, well, i didnt get fored from harkins, so go me? but anyways im going to a set tonight and btw, if you want to get me 10$ give me your number. i love you all

Sleep, telemarketing, and another Mercedes

today i started my new job, 10$ per lead, and well it works for me, i had the most leads at the office today, so i am superexcited to start my new job. Yesterday i didnt post, i fell asleep at 5 and worke up 12 hours latter, yet somehow i was tired today, go figure. OOH! so i saw a pretty car today! A Red Mercedes SL 280! i dont know what it is about this car but i have always liked them, i think i want one for the garage 1 day, hmmm we will see what happens. anyways, life keeps evolving and so do i, but i hope she will always stay a constant.

Ghosts

"Work all your life, And you end up with nothing, Live in one room... like a bum, Once I flew in a plane, And I fought in a war, We lived in a castle, And slept on the floor, And I don't want to be... All alone anymore" 

I was sitting outside a house in a convertable BMW by myself tonight, and well this was the only song that felt right. looking up at the stars was a amazing moment in time,it was as if I knew that this wouldnt be the last time to losten to this song in a car by myself. I heavaly considered my future and i realized all i needed to have a perfect moment would be to have my sugnificant someone in the seat next to me, and for a second i swore i felt a tear on my cheek, and i hope to what ever higher authority that could appoint so for myslef to expierence another perfect moment like so.

in moments like this, i realized all i want in life is to expierence moments like this, over and over again, i hope i can do everything in my power to create serious moments like this. Michelle: I love you.

A day full of assholes

so i decided to get a new job. I got to try out a new one in telemarketing, i was able to get 3 leads, so that is 30$ in 3 hours so i believe that is doing it for me, speaking of things that do it for me: Michelle. I'm not one for much glorification or put downs on the internet, but i do love her, and i hope i will be able to have a good life with her. 

Momo and life

So Mohammad aka Momo, who had previously moved from here to Maryland, has moved back in an attempt to save his sanity. So i have kind of taken him under a wing of sorts to help him out and get settled. that being said i will probably regret this, knowing of his actions, i will probably regret his friendship but i still enjoy his friendship. Well, the cardinals lost and who cares, so goodnight